On one hand, there’s always someone you feel you owe something to…someone who gave you life, who protected you…who gave you everything. And in exchange, you’d of course love to be able to repay all their kindness. And that’s how you end up living a life that’s not yours…
But on the other hand is the unknown. Someone you know nearly nothing about, but who could open a thousand doors for you, leading you to a completely different future. The real change you’ve been waiting for!
It’s like flying blind. Maybe you’ll end up suffering for your actions. You can’t really be sure about anything. It’s all just one big mystery you become wrapped up in, one that forces you to question everything about yourself.
My friend is legit thrilled to have me over in a few weekends and it makes me feel super happy and excited, I can’t waaaaait.
OH GOODNESS, I just realized I never responded to your earlier messages, anon! I’m super sorry, I’m awfully forgetful like that. :C And yeah, it’s really easy to trigger, especially if you keep to paragon responses, haha. You can totes have my skype if you want to talk more, anon, I feel bad that it takes me a while to respond to these, lol.